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- 05: The Less You Are
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- 14: A Day for Hearts
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- 02: Busy Bee
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- 06: Home Sweet Home
January 2015
- 02: I Don’t Know Yet
November 2014
October 2014
September 2014
- 28: Rare Human
August 2014
July 2014
- 01: It is What It is
June 2014
- 03: Be Creative
May 2014
- 31: Animals
- 31: I Ain’t Down with Hip-hop
- 30: I’d Rather…
- 17: God
- 11: Or One Man
- 08: So Quiet Here Sometimes I Daydream
- 07: Spring Cleaning
- 02: Eat Shit
April 2014
- 29: Untitle
- 28: Right Here Waiting
- 26: Yeah, That
- 26: Mushy Face Dream
- 11: Face to Ass
- 06: Hairs
- 03: So Many Favorites
- 02: Road Trip
March 2014
- 03: Oh the Insanity of It All
- 02: Familiar Habits
- 01: Flare Web
- 01: My Motto
February 2014
- 28: Procrastination
- 27: My New Love
January 2014
- 11: What Dreams Mean
- 11: Republicans
- 10: I Do Believe
November 2013
- 05: Job Interviews
October 2013
- 27: Slow-mo Rain
- 25: Hating the Past
- 17: Background Check
- 15: Willing
- 14: Roach in the Closet
- 11: Postal Test
- 10: Long Road
- 09: Be a Pirate
- 08: Joy
- 08: Waiting to Exit
- 05: Tree
- 04: Testing Jobs
- 04: Dread
September 2013
- 30: Just Don’t Know
August 2013
July 2013
June 2013
- 29: The Library
- 29: The Coffee Shop
- 28: Fights, War and Loving
- 14: Are You Listening to Me
May 2013
April 2013
- 27: On the Job
- 13: Snooze
- 11: All I’ve Done
- 08: Got the Job
- 07: Lately…
- 02: Philosophy is Becoming the Bane of My Existence
March 2013
- 22: Supervising
- 22: First Day of Spring Break
- 21: Moving Stuff Around
- 16: Why I Don’t Update
February 2013
- 19: The Feeling of Feeling
- 19: Having the Talk
- 13: When My Thoughts Turn into Doubt
- 11: Why I Hate You
January 2013
December 2012
- 23: Big Island Trip
- 22: The Ends of My World
- 21: On Growing Up
- 20: Abandoned Love
- 12: More Than I Can Chew
- 10: Nights at the Beach
- 05: A Kind Form of Giving Up
November 2012
October 2012
- 24: Differently
- 21: Strange Dreams
- 18: Things That Have Irritated Me Recently…
- 14: Moving On…
September 2012
- 19: Could It Be
- 17: Triumph
- 12: Happy Birthday
- 10: Busy Busy Bee
July 2012
June 2012
May 2012
- 23: Probably Things Will Work out
- 09: On Growning Up…
- 05: Finals
- 02: The Beach
- 01: I Think I’m Ready
April 2012
- 29: It’s a Short Story
- 26: Predictions
- 25: Happy Birthday Boy
- 19: The Moral of the Story is
- 01: Pretty
March 2012
- 29: To Define the After
- 11: Haiku
- 09: Happily Ever After
- 09: Happy Birthday
- 01: To Put It in Words
February 2012
- 28: Why I Don’t Trust My Judgment
- 10: Angry Words
- 07: Miss You Much
January 2012
- 24: I Wish You Would
- 16: Lack of Insanity
- 12: The Only Decision
- 10: Golden Rules
November 2011
- 29: What is Kindness: a Letter Sent
- 23: All Wrong
- 11: Build Intimacy
- 08: Boil Some Noodles
- 08: You Tell Me then We’ll Both Know
September 2011
August 2011
- 12: Cool for School
July 2011
June 2011
May 2011
April 2011
- 18: So Much More to It Than Just Happiness
- 14: Forgiveness, Moving On, Wtf Does It Mean, if Anything
- 13: Update: Email from Ex’s Fat Wife
March 2011
- 28: Hand Me Down
- 27: Dear Geppetto
- 27: The Gentle Sound of Rain
- 17: As the Days End
- 10: Anchor
- 09: Last Train to Clarksville
February 2011
- 13: Confessions
- 13: To Tell the Truth
- 12: A Little Squishy
- 12: Dear Keoni
- 11: High-maintenance
- 11: And I Inch Forward As I Must
January 2011
December 2010
- 13: Conditional Love
- 12: The Same Poem
- 07: Black and White
- 06: Daydream
- 06: Aphorisms
- 06: Life’s Short
November 2010
- 30: To Be Loved
October 2010
- 12: Buh Bye
- 12: So This is Depression
- 12: Note to Self
- 11: Unfortune Cookies
- 08: Road Trip
- 04: When
September 2010
- 28: Divorce Really Sucks but Never Go Back
- 23: So This is Love
- 23: If You Have to Ask
- 20: On Forgiveness
- 19: Good to Feel Lost
- 19: He Mysteriously Knew My Secret
- 19: Doesn’t Like Playing Games
- 18: Look for Me First in a Crowded Room
- 13: The Past Passed
- 12: Birthday
- 11: The Problem with Divorce
- 11: Sweet Alone
- 10: Annoyed Sorta
- 09: Hate Mail from the Ex
August 2010
- 31: Lovin Molly
- 17: Mostly
- 07: How Things Are Now
- 07: Being Lazy
- 05: And He’s Crazy
- 05: Let Me
July 2010
June 2010
- 25: Why Cry
- 25: Back to Living
- 25: Only One Voice
- 20: Dear Dad,
- 11: Untitled
- 06: A Secure Man
- 05: Make Babies
- 04: All This Anger I Hold on to
May 2010
- 28: When the One You Loved Becomes the One You Hate
- 25: Anthem
- 25: Note to Self
- 24: Do Not Fail
- 16: Say My Name
- 12: Looking in
- 11: I Hate the Way You Love Me
- 07: God Hates Everybody
- 05: Revenge of an Unloved Woman
April 2010
- 24: If Loving You is Wrong
- 19: People Who Live by the Sea
- 14: Love Someone
- 13: One Day You Will
- 12: Tragedy
- 06: Responsibility
March 2010
- 31: A Series of Love Poems
- 29: Not Frightened
- 27: Expect Too Much
- 26: It Doesn’t Have to Be All or Nothing
- 23: Sail on
February 2010
- 15: One Unfinished Life
- 14: Eskimo Proverb
- 03: So Long Old Friend
January 2010
- 30: Luck
- 30: Coincidences
- 21: The Whole You
- 20: Couldn’t Go Back to Sleep
- 15: Castle Oblivion
- 12: Time Apart
- 03: A Well Managed Mess This Life of Mine
- 03: Ii. Sheet-bend
December 2009
- 13: I. Bowline
- 10: Let Love in
- 10: Two Ways to Castrate a Lamb (or End Your Marriage)
- 07: Temptation
- 07: Lady Chatterley’s Lover
- 06: Affection
- 06: Brutal Honesty
November 2009
- 26: Smile
- 25: Late Afternoon Lust
- 17: Another Missing Person
- 12: Wisdom of Poo
October 2009
- 28: Already Gone
- 28: In the End
- 22: Changing Seasons
- 22: I Am Not a Kite
- 21: Benjamin Button
- 19: You Will Be Missed
- 14: Unattended
- 13: In Love
- 13: Invisible Me
- 13: Why I’m Fat
- 13: Twitter V/s Friends
- 12: Hash the Hash
- 10: Ain’t Too Ready to Ride
- 06: To the People Who Thought Me Worth Saving
- 04: It’s Just a Crush, Right
September 2009
- 28: Doesn’t Want to Talk to You
- 27: Sixty Days and I’m Still Counting
- 20: Light a Fire
- 20: Things You Wish You Hadn’t Said
- 12: Happy Birthday
- 11: I’ll Be Sisyphus, I’ll Push a Rock for the Both of Us
August 2009
- 17: What You Mean to Me
- 11: Break Time
- 08: Barely Breathing
- 07: A Long Drive Home
- 06: The Thing is
- 05: You Are Alone
- 02: Mean Things
July 2009
- 30: The Holes You Left
- 30: All Things Being Necessary
- 24: Somebody Numb
- 24: If I Had the Courage I’d Kill Myself
- 14: All Your Fault
- 11: Safe and Loved It Seems So Simple
- 08: Phallic Rock
- 08: I Lay Around
- 08: Curiosity
- 02: It’s What You Do to Me
June 2009
- 27: Curiosity
- 14: Everyday I Love You
- 11: You’re So Vain (all the Wrong Reasons)
- 10: Fuck the Legal System
- 02: Happy Fucking Birthday
- 02: If Only X
May 2009
- 31: Molokia Trip
- 31: Emails from Mother
- 06: I Am Now
- 02: Happy Birthday
April 2009
- 28: Save Changes
- 25: Misunderstood
- 23: Psychic (a Bit a Bit)
- 07: I’m Colder Than Klondike but You’re Dateless on Friday Night
March 2009
- 30: Exploding Vs. Imploding
- 12: Time is Made of Fail
- 07: Way Wrong Answer
- 05: Hold Me Inside
- 01: I Can Haz Image Uploads
February 2009
- 19: One Beer Isn’t Enough to Talk to You
- 09: I’ll Take My Chances in Hell
- 04: Love Hurts
- 03: Free Health Care Can Suck
- 03: Well You Know
January 2009
- 31: I Love Prescription Drugs
- 29: Empty Ache
- 28: Your System is Making Me Crazier
- 22: Now That That’s over
- 19: Push Me Around
- 18: A Year Older Probably Not Wiser
- 12: How I Teach People to Apologize
- 10: Homework is Better Than Jail
- 10: Girls Are Perverts Too
- 09: Smoke
- 07: The Miracle of Medicine
- 06: Strength in Secrets
- 05: Floating House
- 01: Happy New Year
December 2008
- 25: My Fucking Christmas
- 25: Response and I Still Want Nothing to Do with You
- 12: Enough
- 10: To the Person I Have Hurt the Most
- 05: Dear 8th Grade Math Teacher, Fuck You
- 02: Still Want Nothing to Do with You
- 01: Not My Mother’s Daughter
November 2008
- 30: Pebble
October 2008
- 29: The End
- 04: No Large Withdraws
- 04: I Really Do Feel Guilty when I Neglect My Journal
- 04: Photos from Jrotc Camping Trip
September 2008
- 23: Where Oh Where Has My Heart Gone
- 18: Worse Things Have Happened
- 18: My Juicy Center
- 12: Birthday
- 10: Bad Parent
- 10: Unwanted Email
- 04: Tool Toad
August 2008
- 29: Infidelity, Part Four
- 29: Gettin by
- 28: Infidelity, Part Three
- 27: The Simple Truth
- 03: My Foot in Her Ass
July 2008
- 28: What Are Yew Doing
- 21: Infidelity, Part Two
- 19: Infidelity, Part One
- 14: One Year and One Day
- 12: Summer Rain
- 11: Driving
- 10: Privacy
- 10: I Am Going to Punish Your Fish
- 06: Bayfest
- 03: Indifferent
- 01: Lazy Bums
June 2008
- 28: Paradox
- 26: Yeah, I’m the Bitch You Had Pegged
- 25: …that Happy
- 25: I Drive an Suv
- 24: Anger
- 22: Grape People
- 19: Pony Up
- 18: Happy Birthday
- 17: I Knew You Wanted It
- 14: There is No Love
- 12: Jihad Jiggle
- 07: Just Had to Bookmark These
- 04: Run Away–for Your Own Good
- 02: Happy Birthday
May 2008
- 30: Our House
- 28: Deep Sigh
- 27: What Means This Word
- 27: Prints
- 26: Except in Bed
- 22: New Theme
- 20: Where My Kitty Sleeps
- 20: The Lack of
- 14: On Being Stubborn
- 13: Keep Milking It
- 12: What Matters
- 09: A Man Like You
- 07: I Do These Things to Myself, You Know
- 06: Friday Night out
- 01: No You’re the @#$%^&!
- 01: And then There Was One
April 2008
- 30: Not User Friendly
- 28: Never Was Good with Math
- 27: Where Did I Leave My Camera
- 27: Write a Wrong
- 23: Twisted Panties
- 22: What Goes Around
- 21: Mud of Your Garden
- 18: What a Vegetarian Looks Like
- 16: Pop Lock and Drop It
- 13: Haiku
- 11: Haiku
- 09: Still Doing It Wrong
- 09: Taking Root
- 08: Neato Bookshelf
- 07: Song of Myself
- 07: Not Motivated to Be Where I Should
- 06: More Emails to and from Toni
- 05: Poetic Fuck
- 03: Why I’m Pegged As a Bitch
- 02: Priceless
- 01: Tenuous Distance
- 01: Email from Toni
March 2008
- 31: Run Away Nose
- 27: The End of Poetry
- 26: Confessions
- 24: Another Thing Has Gone Away
- 21: Empty Hole
- 18: Isolation
- 13: Lately
- 11: Why Don’t You Feel This Way
- 10: Filling Empty Spaces and Keeping Them Clean
- 04: You’ve Got Mail
February 2008
- 25: I Was Gonna
- 24: If I Could Just Catch My Breath
- 24: Begging You to Forgive Me
- 22: Drive by Conversations
- 22: Don’t Go
- 19: The Argument Machine Message
- 19: Beach Kid and Joe
- 19: All Those Little Things Add Up
- 19: Take Another Piece
- 18: We’ve All Felt It
- 17: Come Home
- 17: She Says Wanting to Die is Normal
- 14: Forgiveness
- 12: It Wears Her out
- 10: An Invitation to Death I
- 10: Pieces
- 08: Yesterday I…
- 08: Last Goodbye You’re Gonna Get
January 2008
- 28: Destination Declination
- 23: Saving Face Losing Time Staring off into an Alternate Reality
- 21: People Who Play the Same Five Songs over and over Are the Devil
- 20: He’s out
- 20: Logged off
- 01: Pause
December 2007
- 20: Moving on
- 17: Journey into Chance
- 11: Dried Up
- 10: Yazmine
- 10: Fifteen Cents
- 07: Frustrated or Bitter
- 04: Moving Day is Coming
November 2007
- 23: Timeless Time
- 17: Anniversary
- 15: All These Pains Belong to I
- 14: Through with You
- 14: When You Need to Know, I Won’t Tell You
- 14: In the Air Tonight
- 13: Gray Skies
- 13: Tragic Little Details
- 11: What if
- 05: The Sky is Falling
October 2007
- 25: Confessions
- 25: Confessions
- 25: What I Know About Marriage Part Duce
- 24: 33 Dancing Particles
- 09: The Bad the Unknown the Good (incomplete)
- 09: The and Poem
- 05: What I’ve Learned in 17 Years
- 04: Keep Walking
- 04: Head Pounding Pain
- 03: What’s Love Got to Do with It
- 02: Forgiveness is a Journay
- 01: I Am the Keeper
September 2007
- 28: That’s What Being a Teenager is About
- 26: Of Blueness, Chairs and Non-inverted Vision
- 24: Hike in the Mountains (or What I Miss About Hawaii)
- 24: No Such Thing As Making Sex
- 19: Punctuation and Capitalization
- 18: Words is Just a Word
- 14: Seasons Change
- 12: Suicidal Thoughts (stranger’s Face in Stranger’s Land)
- 12: These Days
- 12: Birthday
- 11: Bad Mondays
- 10: Warning Sign
- 10: Just Try to Open Your Heart
- 08: My Squares
- 08: Hard Times
- 07: I Am
- 06: I Had Everything
- 05: When Did You Turn Your Back on Me
- 04: Letter to Myself
August 2007
- 27: Not Who I Was
- 26: There Must Be Rain to Have a Storm
- 25: Some Things I Need Some Things I Don’t
- 24: Marriage
- 20: Epicurus Quotes
- 20: A Rough History of Disbelief
- 17: I Can’t Live Without You
- 08: My Daddy Hates These Red Boots
- 07: De-fucking-clutter
- 07: I Am a Plagiarist
- 02: Breaking and Entering
July 2007
- 23: Penis Envy
- 20: Take Care
- 19: Dad and Yazmine
- 19: Obituary and Bitches
- 18: Use More Vinegar
- 16: Condolences Suck
- 15: In a Quote
- 13: Dad’s Gone, Dad’s Dead
- 02: Kitty
- 01: You’re Dieing Faster Than Me
June 2007
- 14: It’s All Just a Little Bit of History Repeating
- 13: Where is That Super Decoder Ring
- 12: This One’s for Delilah Because I Can’t Get You out of My Fucking Head
- 12: At What Point Should You Become an Alcoholic
- 05: A Horse Named Gary
- 04: Buying on Credit
- 04: Debris
- 04: Even if Talking Doesn’t Help It Does Make You Feel Better
- 03: In the End You Lose It All
- 03: Reached Rock Bottom
- 02: Happy Birthday
- 01: Silence is Golden
May 2007
- 24: Living Without Cable Tv in 2007
- 24: Kids
- 24: What a Day Brings
- 23: Pessimism
- 22: Wearing Down Slowly
- 21: Just Beat It
- 18: Short Cycle
- 18: I’m Ok the Way I Am
- 13: Hostility
- 02: Birthday
April 2007
- 28: Somethings Will Always Suck, Though
- 10: The Caution Against April
- 07: You Row, I Row, in the Same Boat
- 06: Speel Write
- 05: She Doesn’t Make Love
- 04: Sometimes, You’re a Dumbass
March 2007
- 26: Write Mind
- 26: I Am Mad
- 24: Hey, I’m Talking to You
- 22: Shakespeare’s Othello
- 18: Run Forest
- 18: Speelchick
- 14: Cars on the Freeway
- 14: Yeah, So What
- 09: Birthday
- 09: Evil Bastards and Bitches
- 09: Confessions
- 09: Confessions
- 09: Confessions
- 09: Confessions
- 09: Confessions
- 04: For What It’s Worth
- 02: My Shotgun’s Loaded with Bird Shot in Case the Muse Comes
February 2007
- 28: Life Ain’t Always Beautiful
- 26: Confessions
- 26: Confessions
- 26: Confessions
- 26: Confessions
- 26: Confessions
- 26: Confessions
- 26: Confessions
- 26: Back of a Memory
- 15: Poetry is for Losers
- 13: Stupid Stupid Stupid Girl
- 12: He Feels Like a Man when I’m Sad
- 10: Just Visit Me when You Are Horny, I’m Home
January 2007
- 18: Suburban Life
- 18: Roadside Assistance
- 17: Capote
- 16: Abusive Chains
- 10: Wait Watcher
- 01: On My Way Somewhere
December 2006
- 28: Cheapening of America
- 28: Or Was It Vice Versa
- 14: I Have a Secret…
- 13: Write or Right Post
November 2006
- 26: To My Star, We Are Practically Twins Except I Love You More
- 17: Time Marches on
- 14: Nosy Teachers
- 12: You Live, You Love, You Learn and You Move on
October 2006
- 25: Changes
- 25: Unclothed
- 19: And then There’s the Bad News
- 18: Stop Shoving Food in Your Face
- 15: Residue
- 15: Hawaii Earthquake
- 02: Words Like Love
- 02: I Carry Your Heart
September 2006
- 26: The Crickets Climb to the Treetops to Avoid the Flood
- 26: What’s Wrong with You
- 17: The Push of the Pen
- 12: Why I Waste My Time
- 11: Mind Meanderings
- 11: September, Interrupted
- 06: Smarty Pants
- 02: Ernesto Photos
- 02: A Word is a Word is a Word
- 01: I’ll Huff and I’ll Puff
August 2006
- 31: Good News
- 29: A Road All Uphill
- 29: Am I Boring You Yet
- 27: Let It Be
- 27: When Sunlight Burns the Leaf
- 27: Who Are You Anyway
- 11: We Rode out the Heat Wave
July 2006
- 17: Bad Day
- 11: My Fat Lazy Ass
- 07: Love Defined
- 07: For when We Buy That Boat
- 07: Busy Me
- 04: I Love the Usa
- 02: 3 Things You Wish Clients Knew About the Web
June 2006
- 25: Grades and Honor Roll
- 25: Lov–e
- 23: Confessions of a Car Salesman
- 22: Honor Roll
- 21: Chased Butterflies
- 21: Learning to Keep My Mouth Shut Part 2
- 20: Teacher-students
- 19: I Am a Deranged Thing
- 18: Birthday
- 16: Moments of Pure Genius
- 15: On Learning to Keep Your Mouth Shut
- 13: What Does a Camel Smell Like
- 13: Schools Cool, Not
- 08: Slow Your Roll
- 07: My Suck Space
- 06: Happy Belated Birthday
May 2006
- 24: Midterms
- 19: Sometimes Tired Feels Good
- 19: Your Grain of Sand
- 19: I Hope You Don’t Mind
- 08: When the Rain Falls
- 08: Fifteen Months to Go
- 03: The Hand That Feeds You
- 03: When I Do Need You
- 02: Happy Birthday
April 2006
- 29: Just Some Advice from the Brokenhearted
- 24: Mourned
- 21: I Will Hurt You (is That Ok?)
- 19: As of Lately
- 19: I Am Half of Your World
- 17: Your Personal Tragedy
- 16: Some Lives Are a Complete Circle, Other’s Are Being Written
- 13: Childhood: Amy is Candy Like a Life Saver
- 13: Childhood: Orgasm
- 10: Catechism of You
- 07: Home is Where Your Story Begins
- 02: The Dichotomy of Feeling
March 2006
- 28: Trouble Turn Two
- 28: Tell Me
- 28: Oopsies
- 22: Man
- 22: Rambling Incoherently While Standing in a Crowded Store
- 17: When the Wind is Blowing Just Right
- 17: If You Can’t Sleep
- 17: A Place for Thrown Stones
- 16: I Should Be Charging You Rent for the Space in My Head
- 15: Our Lives and These Empty Spaces Aside
- 15: I Remember, Most of All, the Places That Cradled My Thoughts
- 14: Two Favorite Movie Quotes
- 14: Sadness
- 13: Why You’re the Air That I Breathe is a Stupid Expression
- 13: Is the Fact of Your Certain Death Enough to Prevent You from Enjoying Life?
- 13: Excerpts from the Journal of the Broken-hearted
- 13: I Can’t Find Your Surgeon General’s Warning, but Still I Know You’ll Prove to Be Nothing but Cancerous
- 12: I Care About You Too Much to Let Myself Destroy You
- 10: Ashley
- 10: They’ll Hate Me for This One Day
- 09: Happy Birthday Samantha
- 06: Hurry and Get Your Shit
- 05: Why Saying Sorry and Meaning It is So Important
- 05: Chaos As Usual: Part 4
- 05: You Can Drink; Nothing
- 02: Conversations: Updated
- 01: Mmm Good
- 01: Lost in Memories
February 2006
- 27: I Can’t Keep Killing You Softly
- 27: I Grabbed the Hammer
- 27: Thoughts on Abortion
- 23: Yes, I Am Bitchy
- 21: You’re Not Seventeen Anymore and I’m Still Barely Holding on
- 19: No God Blog – About the Moral Compass
- 19: A Glimpse into What I Must No Longer Linger on
- 16: I’m Getting Used to Surprises
- 16: To Be This Lonely
- 16: Wanted to Say Hi
- 14: Sightseeing
- 13: Mother May I: Be Loved
- 07: These Empty Spaces
- 01: Chaos As Usual: Part 3
January 2006
- 25: Funny
- 22: Chewing of Arms and Legs
- 19: Toni and I
- 17: Humbug
- 17: On Likening Him to Pages and Records
- 05: Chaos As Usual: Part 2
- 05: A Resolution of Sorts
- 05: Chaos As Usual
- 03: Very Tired
December 2005
- 21: I’m Writing This to Offend You
- 20: A Letter of Closure (how I Wish I Felt)
- 20: One-eighty
- 20: In Your Eyes
- 19: Truthfully
- 19: Sitting Next to You
- 19: Don’t Fall
- 13: As is
- 13: Precursor to a Tear
- 02: Fstdt.com
November 2005
- 23: Computer Quotations
- 23: It’s Complicated
- 16: He Slipped and Said I Love You
- 15: Things I’ve Yet to Fully Learn
- 15: Only Gone if Forgotten
- 11: Lets Go Beneath the Surface
- 10: A 300lb Tool of God
- 09: It Still Hurts when It’s Not Your Broken Heart
- 06: Personality Test
- 06: No Title Yet
- 06: Tell Him What He Wants to Hear, Don’t Tell Him the Truth
- 04: It’s Not Your Performance
- 03: Wow That’s Fast
October 2005
- 31: This is Going to Hurt
- 30: Arrgh
- 30: How I Feel
- 30: If Only You Could See My Heart
- 28: I Keep Breathing in
- 28: I Keep Breathing out
- 28: Modern Math
- 17: I Let Go
- 13: Inside
- 13: Thoughts on a Napkin
- 12: Out on Your Corner in the Pouring Rain
- 12: So…
- 12: Tears Get in the Way
- 12: See Also: Why I Don’t Play 20 Questions.
- 07: Bees
- 05: I’m So Fucking Far Behind
- 05: Southern Sun
September 2005
- 14: Fuck It
- 12: Happy Birthday
- 04: Tango on
August 2005
- 24: Paper Napkin
- 19: Bizy Bee
- 15: Happy Day!
- 07: Get out of My Dreams and into My Past (where You Belong)
- 06: What’s Wrong with People?
July 2005
- 31: Mmm Good
- 30: I Did and Love It
- 29: Click It
- 27: I Still Secretly Do
- 25: Why I Should Edit Before I Open My Mouth
- 25: Alice in Wonderland
- 25: Simple Truth
- 23: Some Things Always Suck, No Matter Where You Are
June 2005
- 18: Hotel Life
- 18: Ashley’s Birthday
- 15: The Movers Are Coming
- 09: Monkeys with Rocks
- 07: Sometimes I Hate the Army
- 06: Aloha
- 05: Tic Away
- 02: Happy Birthday to Me
May 2005
- 31: Scotch Tape Heart
- 31: Recent Email to Toni
- 22: The Only Way to Live
- 18: Good Advice
- 03: Packing List
- 02: Joe’s Birthday
April 2005
- 24: One More Year Without You
- 24: I Didn’t Call You on Your Birthday for the First Time in 10 Years
- 19: The Dark Tower
- 14: Dirty Deeds and They’re Done Dirt Cheap
- 13: Me Time, What Me Time
- 12: Here Doggy
- 12: How Little Life
- 09: Dead Roach
- 08: The Human Condition
- 08: Snack Time
- 01: Did I Do That?
- 01: Juxtapose
March 2005
- 30: A Birthday Picture
- 29: All Moody and Shit
- 29: Jesus Got off Easy
- 27: Stop It
- 26: Articulate Fool
- 24: The Words Won’t Come
- 20: Feeling Sick
- 15: Whatya Up to
- 15: Gone
- 09: Upgraded to Sp2
- 09: Birthday
- 08: Funny Bumper Sticker
- 07: Damaged Goods
- 03: Book Cover
- 02: Are Mothers Evil
February 2005
- 27: Sup Sally
- 27: Hey, Man, Girls with Daddy Issues Are Better in Bed
- 25: I Dream About Driving
- 25: Not Much
- 23: Bush Thanks U.s. Troops
- 15: Understanding
- 14: Happy Valentines
- 09: I’m Not over Him Yet
- 09: You Can’t Take the Country out of the Girl
- 08: While It’s Still Sunny
- 08: Joe
- 08: I Don’t Need a Photograph to Remember
- 06: Helpful Combacks
- 04: Your Boot on My Neck
- 03: Chinatown Field Trip
- 02: Does a Crow Know?
January 2005
- 28: Motivation and Lack of Time
- 27: Golly
- 23: Sleeping Closer, I Wake with a Swollen Heart
- 20: Un-writing You
- 19: Chili’s Nutritional Fuck You Too
- 19: Love, and the Art of Making It
- 19: Who Do
- 17: On Raising Childern
- 17: Not Done with You Yet
- 17: She Was Awake
- 13: One More Reason Why I Don’t Watch the News
- 13: Recent Conversation with a Family Member
- 13: Chili’s Nutritional Fuck You
- 12: Low Tide
- 11: Contradiction
- 11: Nudy Mags
- 10: Masturbation As a Sleep Aid
- 07: At Least Something’s Thin
- 07: Unburning Bridges
December 2004
- 30: Oh-hum
- 16: Not One Day
- 16: Fear of Fading
- 14: I’m Blushing, No Really, I Am
- 13: Peterson Gets Death
- 09: Alive
- 02: Perfect Sence
- 01: There’s No Autumn in Hawaii, or My Life for That Matter
November 2004
- 30: Despair
- 19: Dried Flowers
- 16: Still in Love with You
- 14: Family Photos
- 12: Guilty!
- 10: The Fat Girl
- 09: Fuck the South
- 09: Inside of Me
- 07: Hand in Hand
- 06: Hikes Around Ohau
- 04: People Like You
- 04: Awaiting Peterson Verdict
- 04: Lost Hope
- 04: Thoughts on Bush
- 02: Well..
October 2004
- 28: New Glasses
- 28: Vote!
- 26: I Should Be Sleeping
- 26: Eh
- 26: Why I Choose to Be Alone
- 22: Holding on
- 19: Happenings
- 11: Pretending to Be Friends
- 09: Recurring Dream
- 09: Cold Turkey – Breaking Caffeine Addiction
- 08: On Perfection
- 07: Fuckin’ Nascar
- 07: Caffeine Addict
- 06: Before I Die… a Bucket List
- 06: Selective Memories
- 06: Relieved
- 05: Doggy Blues
- 04: All the Hiatuses
September 2004
- 22: Ps2 Causes Headaches
- 19: Politics
- 17: The So-so Dentist
- 15: Muddy
- 13: Why You Shouldn’t Exercise Late at Night
- 12: Role Playing
- 12: Birthday
- 09: Hmm
- 09: I Really Dunno
August 2004
- 26: Hay
- 26: You’ve Become Just Another Minuteman
- 24: A Letter I Will Never Send
- 24: Quotations
- 22: Paper Hearts & the Way You Say My Name
- 18: Ashley
- 18: Email
- 18: I Know a Guy
- 10: Not Quite Poetry
- 06: Hi, I’m Chris’ Fatass
July 2004
- 29: Depressing
- 20: Silly Girls
- 19: You Know
- 19: Free
- 10: Don’t Feel Like Writing
- 06: He Tells Me
- 05: A Wish to Feel Rooted
June 2004
- 29: Mo Problems
- 29: I Didn’t Really Like You
- 27: Prophet
- 27: Pppssstt
- 27: Wow Crap!
- 23: Ashley’s Birthday Photo
- 21: Nothing New
- 20: Letting Go
- 20: Not New Anymore
- 19: The End of the Rainbow
- 18: 17june04 (for Toni)
- 18: Birthday
- 15: Change Between the Cushions
- 15: Parts of Ourselves That We Forgot Existed
- 11: Ashley’s Teacher
- 11: Not Insane, but Americanized
- 10: Anti-government Autism
- 08: There Were Are
- 08: I Am Writing This Poem for You Because
- 07: Till It Passes
- 02: Happy Birthday to Me
- 01: 300 Images from 1800 Sites
- 01: The World on the Other Side of the Door
May 2004
- 26: Happy Day
- 25: Sigh..
- 22: Rut
- 20: Joe
- 20: Expectations of Sanity
- 17: Shared Memories
- 15: What the Fuck Have I Been Up To?
- 06: Getalife
- 04: You Know You’ll Miss Me
- 03: Something Moved
- 03: Poem
- 02: So Sad
- 02: Joe’s Birthday
- 02: 157lbs!
- 01: Crayola Poster Child
April 2004
- 30: Miscommunication
- 30: Hey You, Wake Up
- 29: The Comfort I Find in Nature
- 29: Basket Case
- 28: Ode to War
- 28: Soon
- 27: Ruff Times
- 26: A Fascination with Lullabies
- 26: Yeah.. So
- 25: Homecomings
- 22: To the Herd
- 21: I Need a New Camera
- 21: Enhanced Wireless 911
- 20: Therapy
- 19: Haircut
- 19: So..
- 16: Intelligence
- 14: Chill
- 12: We Learn to Hide It
- 12: Unfucking Myself
- 11: Unfuck Yourself
- 10: Be Ok
- 10: Horoscope
- 09: He Doesn’t Have My Number
- 09: Weird
- 08: Just for the Record
- 07: Maybe if We Forgot About God
- 07: I Feel Better Now
- 06: The Three R’s
- 06: Google Features
- 02: Oh Shit
- 02: Chaos Has My Number
March 2004
- 31: Mechanically Minded
- 30: Busy Bee
- 27: It Only Hurts when I Breathe
- 26: Ick Food
- 25: The Worst Country Song Ever Written
- 24: I Hate You
- 23: Angry Me
- 22: Months Later
- 22: You Are Not Poetry
- 21: The Passion
- 20: I Tried to Be a Writer, Once
- 17: His Name is Bailey
- 17: I Move the Stars for No One
- 17: Stray
- 16: Hey Baby
- 16: I Used to Dream About You, Now I Only Think
- 15: !
- 14: White Trash Once Removed
- 13: Love Letter to No One
- 12: Because I’ve Punished You for the Last Time
- 11: Buried Treasure
- 10: Family of Four Eyes
- 10: Slow Down
- 09: Birthday
- 09: Whata Waste
- 09: A Deep Shade of Blue
- 08: Indecisions
- 07: New Ac and Stuff
- 05: Holy Shit
- 05: Bush’s 9/11 Ads Upset Firefighters
- 05: So Tired
- 04: Self Portrait
- 03: It’s Gettin Hot in Here
- 02: Oh Yeah..
- 02: Joe the Jerk
- 02: One Way or Another
February 2004
- 27: Bush
- 26: Raining
- 26: 213 Things Skippy is No Longer Allowed to Do in the U.s. Army
- 25: Henrion’s Hugs
- 25: Too Much to Say
- 25: Stupidity is Not Bliss
- 25: Barefoot in the Grass
- 24: I Hate Titles
- 23: So It’s Like 2am
- 23: Life and Other Stuff
- 23: Clean Sites
- 21: 3 Thoughts
- 21: Patience
- 18: Gay Marriage
- 18: Not Today
- 18: How Do I Paint a Life?
- 16: Earnardt Jr. Wins the Daytona 500!
- 15: Bathroom Walls
- 13: The Tallest Trees
- 13: Lazy Lazy Lazy
- 13: Oh, I Still Have a Journal
- 11: Mozilla Firefox
- 10: I’m Wearing Green Instead of Red on Valentine’s Day
- 07: Ranting
- 07: Oops
- 06: If Only I Felt Like Smiling
- 05: Nothing Left
- 04: Ms. Jackson You’re Nasty
- 04: I Don’t Know What to Say
January 2004
- 31: The Latest Headlines
- 30: I Am Chris’s Pms
- 30: Mini Poem
- 29: 4th Grade Lesbian
- 27: Things That Make Me Go Argghh!
- 27: Twister
- 26: My Muse Plays Ding Dong Ditch
- 25: Kaena Cave
- 25: I Lie, Sometimes
- 25: Feeling Rejected
- 24: Innnocence These Days
- 24: Walk Tha Dog
- 24: 40lbs of Dogfood
- 24: Taxes
- 23: It Was Me
- 23: Happy Chinese New Year
- 23: All Broken
- 21: The Usual State of Being Disappointed
- 21: A Dream or Something Like It.
- 19: The Suburban Starbucks Syndrome
- 19: Four Years!
- 18: Untitled
- 17: Me
- 16: Get Your War on
- 16: The World Needs Bad Poetry.
- 15: So Tired
- 15: Role Model (for My Mother)
- 13: Infatuate This
- 13: I’m Not Lazy, Swear!
- 13: When Nobody’s Around
- 13: Jinx!
- 12: Oh Boy..
- 12: Why He Fucking Hates Weblogs
- 09: Chart
- 08: Invincible
- 08: 20 Whole Minutes!
- 08: Lots of Good-byes
- 07: Regaining Confidence
- 07: Oh the Pain
- 07: I Didn’t Get a Treadmill..
- 06: Ellipticating My Ass
- 06: Year Ends/resolutions
- 05: Insomnia
- 01: New Years Eve
December 2003
- 30: Motivation
- 30: For Your Nosey Reading Pleasure
- 29: For Lack of Poetry
- 29: Oh. I Still Have a Journal. Crap.
- 25: Happy Birthday, Mom
- 25: Stucco Faces
- 24: My Snickerdoodles
- 24: Hand Written Poetry
- 24: Crappy Christmas
- 24: Jackass
- 21: Like a Fat Girl..
- 21: 20 Toes
- 20: Self-dignity: Over-rated and Undersung
- 19: You Know Who You Are..
- 18: Things I Didn’t Post About but Should Have
- 18: The Breakup Letter He Never Got
- 17: You Are Not
- 17: Stop Letting Me Down
- 17: I Am Angry That I Am Angry
- 16: Thank God James Meakim Taught Me to Like Beer
- 16: I’m Not All That Impressed.
- 15: Loaded Gun
- 12: Uncomfortable Silence
- 12: We’re All Gonna Die
- 11: So, I’m Boring?
- 11: You Were My Oxygen, but Now I Breathe Freely
- 11: Not So Fast
- 10: Snickerdoodles
- 10: Xmas Tree
- 09: What Are You Wishing For?
- 08: Christmas Sucks
- 08: How to Write 400 Poems About the Same Person
- 08: Hosting Again (will I Shut Up?)
- 07: Oh My Freaking Gosh!
- 05: Google Search
- 05: Host Change
- 04: Another Lim
- 04: Yahoo! Directory
- 04: Ashley
- 03: The Sun is out
- 03: I Don’t Believe in Roses
- 03: (untitled)
- 02: George Bush’s America
- 02: Faces of the Fallen
- 02: Infatuation
- 01: Hey
November 2003
- 30: A Quote..
- 30: Under the Weight of Dead Leaves
- 30: What’s Your Type
- 29: Woodwork
- 28: Untitled
- 28: The Turkey is a Go
- 28: Devestated
- 27: Thanksfuckinggiving
- 26: Naughty Lims
- 26: I’d Rather Go Without.
- 26: The Wal-mart You Don’t Know
- 23: It Won’t Hurt Next Time
- 23: Life+disapointment=work Harder
- 23: Computer, Sick & Other Things
- 18: Flamboyant Gay People
- 18: On the Money
- 18: Rain Rain Go Away!
- 18: Msn Im
- 18: Say My Name
- 16: Left Me to Heal
- 15: Conversation
- 14: Me
- 14: Fuck Rumsfeld
- 13: Windows
- 12: Dear Wife…
- 10: 10 7 5 3 2 1 Today Tomorrow
- 09: Zooyie
- 08: He Kissed Me
- 08: Sex with a Little Love on the Side
- 07: Can You Find Nemo?
- 07: 1000 Words
- 06: Average Guy on Yahoo
- 06: Halloween Pictures
- 06: Good News/bad News
- 05: A Lesson from My Father (in My Words)
- 05: People Who Don’t Try
- 05: Write Right but Spell Wrong!
- 04: Credit Fraud Part 3
- 04: So, I Am a Lazy Ass.
- 03: Empty Bottle
- 03: Credit Fraud Part 2
- 03: “that’s Something to Write About.”
October 2003
- 29: Poetry and Me. in Bed. Together.
- 29: Credit Fraud
- 26: All My Love
- 26: Mmmm Brownies
- 23: Words Lie
- 23: Pms
- 22: How She’s Put Together
- 20: Shopping and Other Boring Weekend Stuff
- 16: A List Of..
- 16: Conformity
- 15: Phone Update
- 15: Pulling Hair out
- 11: Photographing People
- 09: Tomorrow
- 09: Let’s Talk About Sex
- 08: Boy from Las Vegas (limerick)
- 04: 15 Questions
- 03: Kitties
- 02: What Kind of Thinker Am I?
- 02: Personality Disorder Test
- 01: Nasa Search
- 01: Ten Quirks
September 2003
- 30: Identity
- 28: Focus
- 26: Brittney & Tasha
- 25: Joe’s Home!
- 25: Yours Truly
- 23: Stubble on Delicate Skin
- 23: Feeling Restored
- 23: Sigh.. Crashed Again
- 21: I Have to Have This!
- 20: I Wanna Drift Away..
- 20: In Your Yard
- 20: Visual Poetry
- 19: I’m a Loser Baby..
- 18: Hike
- 18: Bear is Home!
- 16: Tootsie Pop
- 16: Sects A-peel
- 16: Yet Another Weight-in
- 16: The Name Game.
- 15: I’ve Been Sorry a Lot Lately.
- 13: Happy Birthday!
- 11: Take a Deep Breath
- 10: Fire Baby!
- 09: 10lbs!
- 08: 3rd Grade
- 08: I’m a Big Girl!
- 07: I Cry
- 07: The Arboretum, or the Animal Shelter
- 04: Yesterday Sucked
- 03: Measurements
- 03: Time to Weigh-in!
August 2003
- 31: Roach
- 31: Life on Hold
- 31: Butterfly
- 29: (untitled)
- 27: Well People!
- 26: On Not Losing It..
- 23: We Meet Here
- 23: I’m Sorry..
- 22: A Waste
- 16: Closed for Renovations
- 16: Feeling Tired
- 13: Being an Atheist, Warrants Odd Treatment
- 12: Babbling
- 12: Weighing in
- 10: Enjoying
- 07: Some Things You Never Forget
- 07: So Shoot Me
- 05: Humf
- 04: 135lbs.
- 04: A Fat State of Mind.
- 03: Some Days
- 02: Fuck You
- 02: To Be a Poet
- 02: (untitled)
July 2003
- 31: Sometimes While Walking
- 31: I Don’t Feel Like..
- 30: Once-in-a-lifetime View of Mars
- 30: 1st Picture
- 30: Making Changes
- 30: First Day Jitters
- 28: Ashley
- 28: Losing.it
- 28: 2 Days Later
- 26: (untitled)
- 23: For Lack of a Better Title.
- 22: Family Time
- 19: I Love My Photo Log
- 18: Why Can’t We Be Friends?
- 16: These Weapons of Mass Destruction Cannot Be Displayed
- 15: The Daisy Game
- 15: Mouse Anatomy
- 04: Fourth of July Carnival at Schofield
June 2003
- 28: Here’s the Deal..
- 28: Google, the Next Company to Hate?
- 27: Chris, the Superhero.
- 26: Fraudulent Emails
- 25: Stats for June 2003
- 24: Pms?
- 20: Goes Ha Ha Sacasticaly
- 20: A Love Mourned Long
- 20: Last Night..
- 20: Nothing Less Than Special (an Open Letter to My Children)
- 19: Happy Birthday
- 18: The Re-sell It Shop
- 17: I’m Hooked
- 17: You Never Reach for Me.
- 16: Happy Father’s Day
- 13: Watch Your Own Kids!
- 13: I’m So Pathetic
- 13: Mental Health Day
- 13: Movie Weirdness
- 11: How I Know It’s Summer.
- 09: My Nemesis
- 06: I Don’t Hate My Body
- 05: Not Even Her Tears
- 04: After Birthday Blues
- 04: Unrequinted Sexual Fantasy
- 03: Happy Birthday
- 01: Corner of My Mind
May 2003
- 31: I Guess..
- 31: Sleeping
- 30: Yet Another Field Trip
- 30: Where Oh Where?
- 28: Forget Soft
- 28: I Am a Star.
- 28: Thunder Does All the Talking
- 26: The Rapist
- 26: Fucking Spam
- 26: Love Does Not Discriminate
- 25: Damn You Hp!
- 24: I Still Love You
- 22: Ashley and Zooyie
- 22: Waahila Ridge
- 22: I Just Called to Say..
- 20: Sunday..
- 20: Why Did the Chicken Cross the Road?
- 19: Scenery
- 18: Hurt Myself and You
- 18: Elusive Bird
- 17: Waikiki Aquarium
- 16: Kahana Valley
- 15: Cognitive Thought
- 15: New Money
- 13: When I Am Not with You
- 13: Ad-dic-tion
- 10: Miscellaneous
- 10: He Touched Me
- 10: Hold Back
- 10: The Rooster Song
- 10: Mother
- 10: I Just Wanted to Tell You.
- 09: This is a Journal
- 08: Now is the Time
- 08: Ass Pain
- 07: Ashley
- 06: Crayon Box
- 04: Time Does Not Make the Heart Grow Fonder..
- 03: Happy!! Birthday!! Joe!!
- 01: Life’s Little Inconveniences.
April 2003
- 26: I Am Beautiful..
- 25: Maybe, I’ll Feel Ok Soon?
- 24: 65 Days and Counting
- 22: In the Bath
- 22: Copper Top Life; It Keeps Going and Going..
- 22: I Miss You, April Fool
- 20: What Your Eyes Say to Me
- 17: Dullness + Blog = Funny
- 16: Out of Place Hillbilly
- 13: This Week
- 13: Dad’s Love Trucks
- 11: Like a Rock
- 10: I Eat a Peach While Browsing the Internet
- 09: Affliction
- 05: Emails
- 03: Like I Said..
March 2003
- 30: Good Riddance
- 27: My Muse
- 25: Just Another Manic Monday
- 21: See It Live on Cnn!
- 21: A 6 Year Old’s Intellect.
- 19: I Saw My Shadow.
- 19: How to Talk to Your Parents.
- 18: Nudey Mood
- 17: Balance
- 17: The Trouble Tree
- 17: Kidney Update
- 15: The Stolen Child
- 15: A Little Fear Goes a Long Way.
- 14: I’m a Little Scared..
- 13: Blah. Blah. Blah.
- 12: Masturbation
- 10: Happy Birthday
- 10: Ode to a Sky Lark
- 09: Busy Busy Busy!
- 05: Why I Hate My Breasts
- 05: Shoes
- 04: Pledge of Allegiance
- 04: My Husband is a Shopaholic
February 2003
- 28: Mamma Was a Rollin’ Stone
- 27: Native Rain
- 27: There’s Always Something..
- 26: Conclusions
- 22: When Living Takes on Little Meaning
- 22: Saying I’m Sorry…
- 20: When Should It Come Out?
- 20: A Village in Texas is Missing an Idiot
- 18: To My Children
- 17: The Smart Way to Be Scared
- 13: Sea Monkeys and Tissue
- 13: Irredeemable Self
- 13: So Much Easier
- 12: Gratitude is the Best Attitude.
- 09: If You Haven’t Already..
- 09: I Feel Like My Trust Has Been Violated.
- 09: Family Photos
- 08: Am I More then a Sex Toy?
- 07: The Light That Came in the Night
- 06: Don’t Forget..
- 06: Atonement
- 04: Talking is Best
- 04: I Wish I Could Focus..
- 02: I’ve Said It Before, People Are Dumb.
- 02: Space Shuttle Breaks Up on Re-entry..
- 02: Now I Remember
- 01: I Want to Be..
- 01: Just Trash in There
January 2003
- 29: Why I Haven’t Been Writing
- 25: What I See
- 24: I’m Sick, but Don’t Worry.
- 22: Xp Home Should Come with a Can of Raid
- 21: Getting Back to Blogging
- 18: I’m Back!!
- 09: I Miss Eveything!
December 2002
- 06: I Broke It..
November 2002
- 28: Opps, I Said Tomorrow?
- 26: Pictures, Soon Real Soon.
- 24: Taking the Christ out of Christ-el
- 22: Well Fuck Me
- 21: Cadence
- 20: Gee Wiz
- 17: I Took a Boat Ride!
- 14: Thieving Screenshots
- 13: Till Time Begins Again
- 12: Accusations and Why They Matter.
- 10: I’ve Been Ripped Again..
- 09: I Didn’t Used to Be the Fat Girl.
- 09: Nothing Rides Like a Caddy
- 08: One Toy That Won’t Be Under My Tree.
- 08: Home Alone 2
- 06: Love of Life
- 01: I’m So Proud!!
October 2002
- 31: Kinda Sorta Back
- 25: What a Bad Day
- 22: Trying to Find the Right Words..
- 20: Bomb Shelter
- 18: On a Better Note.
- 18: Gays Are Secretly Changing the World!?
- 17: I Worry Anyway..
- 17: Sex and a Slice?
- 17: Telemarketers
- 16: The Day Only Got Worse
- 16: Oh Boy
- 14: I Am a Bad Attitude
- 12: I Donno Why I Don’t Like You
- 12: Sex Woes
- 11: Spongebob Squarepants Gay?
- 11: Family Life
- 09: Oblivious
- 08: Past Meets the Future
- 03: The Paper Doll in Dime Store Clothes
- 02: Nostalgic Moments
- 01: There Are Times
September 2002
- 30: Know Thyself
- 29: Things Change
- 27: The Morning News
- 27: Roll Your Own..
- 26: I Am Here
- 26: Down but Not out
- 25: Farming a Life
- 19: I’m Alive
- 11: Coward?
- 10: Decompress
- 10: Hiatus
- 09: Get Yourself Together
- 09: Thinking with the Right Brain.
- 08: Li {f} E
- 08: Tempted to Be Honest
- 07: Just Stop
- 07: Time to Get Wet.
- 06: I Found That Thing..
- 06: ..if
- 06: Muse Wanted
- 06: Sometimes..
- 05: Weird Dreams
- 04: 9-11 a Not?
- 04: Home
- 03: Help Me.
- 02: Goals
- 02: You’re Welcome
- 01: Lately..
August 2002
- 30: It’s Been Awhile
- 29: Anybody out There?
- 29: Car Update
- 29: Things I’ve Learned:
- 28: Demanding Email Address
- 27: So, You Don’t Know Me.
- 27: You Just Be You.
- 27: Needed: One off Switch
- 26: Better Than Mullets
- 23: Sex
- 22: I’m an Asshole Too.
- 22: Yes, I’m Really Up at 5:27am.
- 21: I-balls
- 21: When You’re Strange
- 21: Stupidity in All It’s Grander
- 20: Thanks!
- 19: Ouch, My Eye
- 19: Slowfall
- 18: Stereotype Yourself!
- 16: Don’t Die on Me
- 14: My Inspiration
- 14: Glass House
- 13: Lately..
- 13: Can’t Win ’em All – Haiku
- 11: Warning! Falling Rocks!
- 10: Mud Pies
- 08: Distant Worlds
- 07: Wasting My Time
- 05: Anonymous
- 04: Uss Abraham Lincoln
- 03: Ten Digit Sos
- 02: Damn It!
- 01: Why? What?
- 01: I Am Strong.
July 2002
- 31: Weird?
- 31: Ebay
- 31: On Finding My Place:
- 30: Summer Drive-bys
- 30: What I Do on Sundays
- 29: Arg!
- 28: Transient Accused in Girl’s Slaying.
- 28: We Need More Male Bloggers!
- 27: Ahhh No Kids
- 26: I Donno Why
- 26: Blogskins.com
- 24: People Are Stupid.
- 23: Your Verse
- 20: Update? Maybe Not..
- 19: Quotes That Will Make You Feel Smarter.
- 14: Today..
- 13: Frown Face
- 12: I’m Too Big to Cry
- 10: Fuck off
- 10: I Miss You.
- 09: Hold on
- 09: I Wonder
- 08: Becoming
- 08: You Do Something to Me
- 06: Bang!!
- 06: I Found out
- 06: What I Want to Say
- 06: No Malice
- 05: Little Things
- 04: Just Great! (being Sarcastic)
- 04: Naked Clothes
- 03: Well…
- 02: Seek
- 02: Live for the Moment
June 2002
- 29: Where’s the Hair?
- 28: Are You Sure?
- 28: Pledge Ruling
- 26: Imprison
- 26: Chris Is..
- 25: I Won’t Forget.
- 23: Witness
- 22: I’m So Great
- 22: Those Were the Days
- 20: Yesterday & Today
- 18: Bad Daughter
- 18: 20 Paces
- 14: Blah..
- 12: Sum
- 12: Why Are You Looking?
- 11: Blah Boring
- 10: I Am My God
- 08: Life is Simple, Its Just Not Easy.
- 07: Fuck and Funk
- 07: Okay
- 05: Life
- 04: Would You?
- 03: 28th Birthday!!
- 01: Old Boyfriends
- 01: For Kamas Sake
May 2002
- 31: More Stolen Trust..
- 31: Hiking
- 30: Hold on
- 30: Ugh Sex
- 29: To Answer Your Questions..
- 29: Spin
- 27: Stolen Trust
- 26: Sex, What Sex?
- 25: What ..
- 25: Emotional Economics
- 25: Took Joe to Manoa Falls
- 24: It Made Me Smile
- 23: Oops!
- 21: Next Hike
- 21: Spun
- 19: Manoa Falls
- 17: It’s Hot
- 16: The Cunt
- 15: Cadillac Ass
- 12: I’d Try
- 12: Depression
- 11: Ventilation
- 11: I’m Fat
- 09: I Need You.
- 09: Hiking Alone?
- 07: Harder Cards
- 07: 3 Days Since My Last Entry
- 06: Fucking Monday
- 04: The Web Sucks
- 03: Happy Birthday Joe!!
- 02: 100 Things
- 01: Just Go
April 2002
- 28: Dog Food
- 27: On the Highway
- 27: The Lowdown
- 26: Today
- 25: Message from George Carlin
- 24: Me, a Book?
- 24: Wasting
- 23: Fighting Myself
- 22: Two Ways
- 22: Brain Block and Broken Nails
- 22: Dose of Love
- 21: All Things Remind Me of You
- 21: Because of You,
- 20: He Replied
- 20: Fantasy
- 19: No Moms Allowed
- 19: I Saw Worms
- 18: I Found Him
- 18: Will You Be There
- 17: Would I Be Wrong
- 15: Strange I Still Think About You
- 15: What if It’s You
- 15: People Suck
- 14: I’m So Glad to Have My Site (somewhat) Back.
- 12: I Thought
- 11: Rose Colored Glass
- 11: Time
- 11: Do You?
- 09: Strike the Balance
- 09: In
- 08: My Words
- 05: Beep
- 05: Never Argue with an Idiot
- 04: Yummy Car Details
- 04: You’re an Asshole Too
- 04: I Got a New Car!!! Well, New to Me.
- 03: Later Later Monday (icq Idiot)
- 03: Looking in
- 03: Automated
- 03: Some Days Just Happen
- 03: Life
- 03: Shitty Sometimes
- 01: Jinx Myself
- 01: Monday
March 2002
- 30: Boring Friday
- 28: Fried Geckos
- 27: Weather
- 26: Tax Return!
- 26: Work in Progress
- 26: I’m That Easy
- 26: Maintain a Life
- 23: Smilies
- 23: It’s You I Desire
- 22: Thursday
- 21: Wensday
- 20: Tuesday
- 19: Monday
- 17: Later Later Saturday
- 17: Odd Game
- 17: Kaala Peak
- 15: I Know You Come Here
- 14: Bitchy Side
- 14: Joe Home
- 13: Post/publish
- 13: I Want to Be
- 12: 9-11 6 Months
- 11: Boxer Briefs
- 11: Delirium
- 10: Saying Good-bye
- 09: Wahoo Its Friday
- 08: Diarrhea of the Fingers
- 06: Greymatter Fixed
- 06: I Want You
February 2002
- 22: Cd Burner
- 21: Another Day
- 21: I’m a Spades Playing Badass.
- 20: Wahoo!
- 19: Cnn.com – First Cloned Cat is Born.
- 18: And
- 18: Arrr
- 15: Gma
- 13: Just Cry
- 12: I’m Ok.
- 12: I Care
- 11: I Did That.
- 11: Stop Smoking
- 10: Hidden
- 10: What Makes You Cry?
- 09: Invictus
- 08: Take Action
- 08: Senseless
- 08: Journey
- 08: Born Dying
- 07: It is a Beautiful Day Today.
- 07: Fuck
- 06: Lindows.com
- 06: Lets Talk About Anything
- 06: Words
- 05: What Gives First.
- 05: Stu-pid
- 04: Super Sunday Has Arrived..
- 03: New Chair
- 02: I Love You
- 02: Leave
- 02: Oh Ugh
- 02: I Installed Greymatter
January 2002
- 31: Sticks and Stones
- 31: One Fish Two Fish
- 30: Is It over Yet?!?
- 28: I’m Hungry!
- 27: Sick
- 26: Blah
- 24: Who Am I?
- 24: I Have This Strange Urge to Cry.
- 23: I Can’t Get No! Satisfaction Hey! Hey! Hey!
- 22: So, I Took a Little Break.
- 19: Happy Bday Bro!
- 19: Time off
- 18: Don’t Say Anything
- 16: Spending My Day
- 15: Cell Phone Debate
- 14: I Have Xp Pro Now.
- 13: A Dream About a Memory
- 12: It’s Not Safe
- 11: Don’t Come Here
- 10: Now I’m Tired.
- 09: Omg I Just Lost Everything I Wrote!
- 09: Realizations
- 08: Still Mad
- 06: Let’s Talk About Yesterday..
- 04: Stats
- 04: Clown
- 03: Miss My Time
- 02: Happy New Year!
- 02: There Are Times…
December 2001
- 31: Weekend Update
- 29: Text
- 28: I Could Burst
- 27: Impetuousness
- 25: Suspense
- 24: Ouch
- 22: Little Shits
- 21: Being Better then Most, but Not Quite Good Enough.
- 21: Weak Words
- 20: Spam (a Poem Inspired by My Yahoo! Mail)
- 19: Christmased out
- 18: Mental Time
- 17: Sun-dollars
- 17: I’m Ok
- 16: Better
- 16: Rotted World
- 15: The Beach
- 15: Meaning of Life
- 15: Hmm
- 14: Ho Hum…
- 13: To My Dearest Journal
- 13: Yeah!!
- 12: Murder
- 11: The Year is Almost over
- 11: You Don’t Like Me
- 10: Dildo
- 08: Project Girl
- 08: Yeah.
- 07: Target
- 06: Life Will Go on
- 04: Multiple Posts
- 03: I’m Not Mean
- 02: Deception
- 02: I’m a Whiner
- 01: The Past
November 2001
- 30: Million Miles Away
- 29: Your Minion
- 27: Despise
- 25: Selfish
- 24: Dieing
- 23: Waves
- 21: Colorgenics
- 21: The Good the Bad and the Ugly
- 20: Cellular Phone
- 20: Smokers
- 19: I Watched the Meteors.
- 18: Proud of Me
- 17: Disappointed
- 16: Pictures
- 15: Queer As Folk
- 14: Mia
- 14: Sometimes, I Hate.
- 09: Fuck You
- 09: Only Three Things Are Infinite; Life, Death and Change.
- 07: I Hate Cat Balls.
- 04: Being Fat
- 02: I Feel Miserable
- 01: Happy Halloween!
October 2001
- 31: Eternity Revisited
- 31: Confusion Sets In.
- 28: Unreality
- 27: Life is Bland
- 27: Fatter?
- 24: Eternity
- 24: Lots to See
- 22: Fun Day!
- 19: Boring Life?
- 18: New Camera!
- 17: Eer
- 16: Hehe
- 16: Better Day
- 15: Sane
- 15: Angry Fucked Up Day.
- 13: Flypaper for Freaks
- 13: Wha?
- 12: Bhaa Bhaa
- 11: A Little Something for You to Read.
- 08: Looking Back
- 08: Sundays Are Boring.
- 07: Company Picnic Today!
- 06: The World is Unfair
- 05: Hey Today is 10-4..
- 04: Do Dreams Tell You Things?
- 03: Greymatter Blah
- 01: Greyday.org
September 2001
- 30: Shitty Day! Shitty Day!
- 28: Blogger Makes Me Itch.
- 27: Boredom
- 26: Addict
- 24: Today is Sunday..
- 21: The Pain Inside
- 20: Patriotic Bug
- 19: Normal Posting
- 18: Open Your Eyes
- 17: Walls
- 16: Senseless Bickering
- 15: A Day of Silence.
- 13: Bullshit
- 12: 911
- 09: Boobie!
- 08: Dreams or Memories?
- 06: Treat Me Like a Woman
- 05: Bedroom Olympics
- 02: Tired
- 01: Closing a Month
August 2001
- 31: Hottie
- 29: I Am Chris’s Conceded Twisted Twin
- 28: Seeing Them
- 27: Ac Went out
- 25: Day off
- 24: Responsibility
- 23: Irate with Me?
- 22: Guilt
- 21: I Love Cable
- 16: Thought About It
- 07: Test
- 03: The Dark Stuff
- 02: So Much to Do
July 2001
- 08: Update
June 2001
- 28: Aloha!!!!
- 12: This is It!
- 07: Carless
- 04: My Shadow
- 02: My Birthday
- 01: I Want My Mtv
May 2001
- 30: Chicken Shit
- 29: Busy Busy
- 26: Busy Busy Busy
- 25: I Was Just Thinking..
- 24: Black Hole
- 23: Sad and Glad
- 19: I Caught a Fish!
- 15: Dad’s Coming to Visit!
- 12: Asshole Kids
- 10: Getting Cheated
- 08: Hard to Function
- 05: Bored
- 03: Christel’s Throw Up
- 02: Thoughts of Suicide
- 01: Ick
April 2001
- 29: Wasn’t a Cold
- 27: Orders!
- 25: Another Lazy Weekend
- 22: Screw It
- 21: Geoshities Again Again!
- 20: Team Game
- 19: Geoshities Again
- 18: Perfect Companion
- 16: Daydreaming
- 14: Yard Work
- 12: Spring Thing
- 11: Who Are You?
- 10: Yellow
- 08: I Deny God
- 07: O Happy Day
- 06: Shoot Me
- 03: Good News
- 02: April Fools
March 2001
- 30: Fuck Yourself
- 28: Wasn’t Easy Getting Here
- 26: Health
- 25: Wonderful Saturday
- 22: Dentist Again
- 20: Lazy Days Are over
- 18: Mmmm
- 17: Autopsy Photos
- 14: 3 Finger Solute
- 12: Nascar
- 09: The Past
- 07: Stay Tuned..
- 04: Internet Sucks
- 03: Yahoo!
February 2001
- 25: Brother Finally Called!
- 20: Earnhardt
- 15: Oh and Happy Valentines Day!
- 12: Neighbors Suck
- 06: Boring Week Ahead
January 2001
- 19: Ftp Went Poo